Sunday night my dad called me before I had a chance to call him. He was lonely and worried. My mother is back to hallucinating non-stop. She accused him of leaving her...she kept saying "you're going to be getting married in a few minutes"...he is so completely worn down. It makes me so sad and scared...scared to hear my dad so vulnerable. He has every right to be tired...it's just that he is so strong and faces everything with nothing but positive thoughts and high hopes. That has all changed because he knows there's not a happy ending for mom. He commented to me that he "wonders if this is the end"...
I'm terrified.
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